Sparkles Of Delight

After watching my favourite anime I always ask myself, does it reflect life? Of course not! But then, every anime does reflect live somewhere or other. I asked this myself quite often when I first watched Onegai Teacher (Please Teacher). This anime had a weird plot as well.

Kei Kusanagi, a boy who falls into “Standstill” for three years. It eventually makes him to  look fifteen years old even when he is eighteen years. In Anime or Manga, the character gets into such state only from emotional stress. But in real life can anyone fall into standstills?

I have very close relations to Anime and I think I do fall into standstills in my life for some period of time but not as long as Kei!!I often referred it as “getting bored” rather than standstills.

There was a time when I felt sick for really long time and I needed to cut though school. Since then I never believed in people. This was the time when I became strong as well as weak in some situations. But I thought these will soon go away if I had my own time for Fun. When I finally got into my junior High I thought I would overcome it. But these standstills keep following me everywhere!

  My longest one was however when I envied Louisa May Alcott. I first read her work when I was twelve. But it moved me a lot. Since then I always wanted to write my heart. As a kid, I always ended up writing some crazy poems and often made my folks laugh. I never really liked serious writing until I learned about Alcott.

Writing makes you calm, think twice, be matured and most of the times mischievous. Well, it depends on what you like to write and what you actually are. I often experience world unreached. I bind my writings with huge imagination which helps me to be more like Yamazaki Takashi (CCS) at times.

It was in my pre teens when I fell in love with one I cared about. He lived only in my imagination. He is very good at drawing, solving the unsolved mysteries and was only person to solve the entire paper conducted by famous Dan Detective School (DDS). He is often serious and lot of mysterious. Great deal of talent withholds within him making him look even more handsome than he actually is. I fell into standstill when I saw him at first. I think it was love at first sight!

But when I came out of my standstill I realized the guy with blue hair was none other than Amakusa Ryu, the boy who gave me courage to fight at times became my sixth sense.

I became a writer and a poet only because of him I think.

Into standstill I fall

Whenever you call !
When the phone I touch
reminds me of how I miss you so much

I am lost when you stare
There's nothing else to compare
the sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak

Leave your girl
    if it's quite alright
I waan be in your World
   to warm a lonely night
I love you

Believe me its true

My heart is an unfilled knapsack
Waiting for your love to pack
I ran out of rhymes
Out of mind at times
I just love you Ryu

Not every day one can imagine their dream to come true. Likewise, not everyone will feel the passion to make their dreams come true.

One often gets up from their dream world to know what’s waiting in the real world. Life is simple, if you figure out what you want. It is complex, if you mess up with what you have. Some call it sixth sense and some call it common sense .I call it magic of love. No, I am not talking about an ideal love here. I am just referring to a common belief. One might think I am crazy .People who know me well, know how much I adore animated characters.

It so seems that there is one anime character I like a lot. He is Ryu Amakuza.He is tall, handsome and like any character, he lives only in my imagination. This character took its birth in “Detective School Q” show. But managed to live with me forever.

Sometimes I mess up with people’s name and a lot of times with features. If I like someone, I add up a lot of anime characters and features into them and regret later! You see the person living in my brain will be quite different from the real one! Aah. I was in trouble a lot of times because of this!!

There was a girls night out and couple of friends came by for a common gathering. It’s obvious that when more than one girl meets, the common topic will be about guys! I am one of those persons who would not generally have a boyfriend or speak to guys. So I used Ryu for that!

So what exactly happened? I kept my left brain to work and thus the creativity in me developed. I created fascinated stories. Like my boyfriend and I were going to a pub for dinner [yeah right! who cares about bill, everything is in mind remember?!]

The stories were kept in an infinite loop in any common programming language. I was taking notes of all the crap I spoke, so as not to forget in future. I have very less memory and the result was, I lost the diary or rather, forgot where I kept it!

I developed an easy way to escape. When people ask about my boyfriend, I usually say-“huh? He has changed so I dropped him”. By and by days passed and all seemed well. Like I said all the crap in the world has to reach a gutter.

My life’s gutter seems to come to an end very soon. It was a typical rainy day when I met the person whom I created!!NO KIDDING! It’s not like a movie story! It is true-the characters and the features as well! [Except-that guy had black hair unlike Ryu who had blue].

So, who is this guy who peeped into my life now? We live in a sci-fi world where it’s Ok to see UFO’s, then why not one can see a character she created? I don't think it’s strange as well. God’s imagination perfectly matches with mine I guess!!

If you are still reading this then -You are just the way I imagined, swear on Ryu !You can close the window now!!

This is no way concerned to Harry Potter and the series of J K Rowling. But I am a great fan of Harry Potter books but I never thought that this will gain me friends.Now, when I look back I made many friends but seventy percent of them have common things that I do and most of them like reading this series. I still remember during my college days we were all strangers for each other but one day the topic was Harry potter we didn't know each other but we spoke about Him and used to discuss about a lot trough which we became friends.

But this was a very strange incident that happened and it had lot to do with Harry Potter. I was back from a super market when I saw a boy with glasses and extremely messy hair and he had a thunder mark scar near him eyebrow. What more he was accompanied with an extremely bushy haired girl and she was walking hand in hand with a red haired boy who was tall. Now any one who was in their right mind will think I was describing about harry and friends. But no! It was quiet impossible for fictions characters to come alive and walk along streets of Hyderabad! And one was carrying broom stick. I was dumb struck! I poked my brother to have a look. He saw and behaved as if nothing happened. When I asked him he sais , “If they really were wizards then you want them to know that you was them right?because they might modify your memory!” I somehow agreed. But we later came to know that they were in fact the GHMC people!.

But sometimes around September I always used to expect a letter or would think how to fly or when i break something I wished you could simply say “Reparo “

There was this typical friend of mine.We didn't know each other and we used to speak through a social networking site.And only thing we spoke about was Hogwarts and stuff.We speak as if we are wizards and we refer to each other as Draco Malfoy and other characters from the book. Though it seems funny but its always weird how we become friends and stories are always fascinating as others.

But let me remind you I like Harry Potter series but I am not addicted to it . I have read many books which are more good and help in life. Somehow it has a special space in my books cupboard.

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,

But I, would rather you let me give my heart,

To Sir, with Love

Aah this is the most beautiful song from the movie To sir,with love .So why so suddenly I remember this song? Its common for any person to think and be liked by their Sir or professors and I wanted the same too especially when I came to know about Mr.Cheran.

Mr Cheran was a very cool person who taught us Software Engineering during a coaching class. Its very popular when you are preparing for a graduation exam for pursuing M.Tech. All I wanted was to be visible and that he knows that I exists which was quiet impossible because there were two hundred students and around hundreds

batches with same strength.There was only one way to make myself visible but that was most difficult for me as I needed to top in class! It so happened that I met him again outside.I thought my story ended there.But you never know what God's plan is! No, do not expect me to top in class or by some other means he knows my name now! what were you thinking??

• Never enter the college in "walk-out" or "Drive-out" phase.Breaking of this rule leads to ear blowing whistles and stick directions to get into the college.
• Never enter college without ID card.If this rule is broken you are either sent back home with a hope that you will return.
• Mostly you wear your friend's ID card and manage to enter college.
• Do  prefer staircase while going into the class and lift while going out of college.[Would you care if you are late for class?]
• You tell proxy to couple of friends and forget your own attendance very often.
• The first thing you ask your friends before exam is "whats today's date" / "Do you have a pen?"
• You start reading only a couple of minutes before the exam with help of your friends.
• You are mostly found roaming in corridors during classes but in lunch/breakfast you sit in class playing UNO, Spin-the-bottle etc.
• You do your records,assignments just before the submission time with a lot of combined effort from friends.This is also done mostly during classes.
• The number of books you carry with you is highly proportional to the year you are present and this has nothing to do with the faculty or subjects.
• You always go in groups to your H.O.D when you have problems to resolve but always hide among your friends and pretend you got nothing to do with it.
• You drink water from aqua-guard even though if its flavored with insects.
• Mostly you pick easily fooled person as your CR.
• You will be the first to exit college but last to enter college.
• The only reason you may violate the above rule is when you have a fear of sitting in first bench so you make sure to come early to occupy last bench.
• Before exam you spend maximum time in counting number of pages or SMSing with friends.
• You are not caught in class when you chat in first bench but you are caught when you yawn in last bench.
• You find reasons to come to college but, when you reach, you will be the first to bunk college.
• You get screwed up if your lecturer didn't give you the marks you expected even when you know that all you wrote is crap.
• You always kid around or play spider solitaire during labs but, in last minute you execute the already executed program and be proud of it.
• Unity is quiet common among your friends when it comes to helping before and during exams and mass bunks.
• You prefer bakery food or any other available to canteen food.
• The only time you come to canteen is when you couldn't manage to get movie tickets.
• You believe that a lot can be learnt from web than books so you are found mostly in web labs than library.
• The only time you are in library is to return the books of yours friends whose submission date is often forgotten or elapsed or for magazines and news papers for fun.
• You manage to smile at your lecturers even when you hate them because you want to have a good impression.
• You hate people who compare your class section to a counter section.
• You often find empty benches in your class.You feel extremely happy when you find your class to be full but get pissed off when your lecturers appreciate for the same.
• You always feel proud that your class mates are better when compared with your counter section.Even when it got nothing to do with your effort.
• The first thing you do when you reach home is to call or chat with friends even when you spend the whole day taking and gossiping with then at college.
• The most common topic while travelling home with friends will be about lecturers or common enemies.
• You always go in circles for the answer during viva and the source will be from the question asked.
• You manage to write assignments, records and have fun in a half hour break allotted.
• You chat or play bingo etc during class but you concentrate on each and every word of the lecture only when she/he is giving you important questions.
• You always take leave for a couple of days before and after holiday(s).
• You know every short path in the college. But you manage to take the longest one while visiting the staff rooms.
• The only time you really like to go to staff rooms is when you need attendance or marks.
• You manage to shop well before the Freshers/Farewell dates are around but still complain that you do not have any.
• You are thrilled about your feasts but they either get postponed or cancelled.
• The only thing you like about your college is gardening but-you are not allowed to sit and enjoy.
• The only time you take a look at notice board is when you have circulars regarding holidays and attendance.
• You relate every point above to your memory and smile. You feel bad that you are missing your college.
• The ultimate reaction to the above is.. "antha seen ledu","chall hut","tokka le" etc. even when you are feeling the same.