Wednesday, September 26, 2012
White Geojismal
Well, everyone wears falsehood
in their lives, don’t they?? When you want to hide something or want not to
answer it, it’s then you speak the unwanted or unheard words or keep quiet
about it. Have I lied in my life or is this post some sort off a confession?? Read
to make out ^.^)
In the midst of me living my
life in pool of kpop, thinking my desktop monitor screen was the road to my
oppas and their yeonghwa n nolaeleul were my life. In such a life, having virtual
connections, not aware of reality , not spending my bucks on use less CD’s or
movies, but trusting sites like epdrama ,mysoujo ,allkpop, and youtube where I
can download cheap cost free pirated versions and satisfy my kpop hunger and
addiction.
May be there were times I thought what if they come
to India or have a concert here- well, it’s that’s a kkum-eul! Those were some
stupid unrealistic dreams. India has everything -population, economy and better
understanding people than South Korea. But, for few, very few these are not
enough. Like those terrorist fighting for so called “their” properties. Some
settled in other countries coz “their Mother Land” didn’t put right their ply
and for few, very few like me- wanted a change.
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| JJs Tweet pic in India |
No photographs or meetings, just a sign. Two days prior to these things, I desperately wanted to visit him. My stupid mah eum had nappeoun thoughts of meeting his. I was ready to go alone to Rajasthan, get his sign or meet him or just get a glimpse of his shadow. May be, one might think I am a despo fan girl. But either way-Sep 26th turned out to be a dream day for me.
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| Best Cook My Nampyeon |
If you see it from my students
eyes- Madam didn’t come to college coz she might have suffered from fever.
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If you are colleagues of mine-
You think, I am at Rajasthan desperately trying to meet JJ
If you are my best chingus- You
think I lay at home, taking a day break and sleeping peacefully.
If you are IKFG member- You
think I am at some lobby waiting for JJ or holding JJ's autograph
So, did I get to meet JJ?? Did I get his sign?? Let me resolve your ambiguity for now. I told you it was the day I realized the line between factuality and follies. The day when I get to know myself, it was the happiest day of my life.
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| JJ Sign |
