Saturday, January 28, 2012
Moving From Pink To Blue
Life to me these
days was unpredictable. I wanted to be extra busy these days and I wanted to be
extra free as well. I could tell that the experience I am getting in BIET is
all to gather different when compared to BITSW.Thats right! Pink Is comfortable
and safer than Blue.
But, when count
the ton of fun, I prefer the later. Having done my graduation in all women’s college,
I found it difficult to approach my students. By and by I got used to them .I
just pulled them into tiny tots in my mind’s eye. So, whatever they do I just
tell them that it’s wrong and treat them as kids! Oh well, a teenager doesn’t
like that, I ended up with lots of mess.
Most of my colleagues
are okay, like they cooperate and stuff. I get lots of fun while teaching and
interacting with kids then with colleagues. Of course, levels of frustration is
always there .Like, today I wanted to use the use-me-not word for my colleague Mr.
X or Miss X.I am so not liking my new colleague. But I can’t tell so, can I??
One sin I always do,
is to keep my work updated, so when a deadline comes, all frigate in last
minute and hence mountain of work lands on your desk, which I am not even paid
for! X_X
Interacting with friends,
now my students, was not easy as well. Like if I call them with name, people
stare as if I were the reason for their ply, if I ask my friend to call me mam or
stuff, they honk their eyes, thinking I built up attitude .Managing students is
a little difficult but maintaining peace with colleagues is lot more difficult.
It’s like two
sides of a mirror, and somehow I felt to be tossed around. I can’t interact
with prior groups and also with existing groups. All I feel is that, I and Ashu
stick like glue, and no matter what, we are there for each other .Ashu’s
friendship is like a green scarf, which is warm in winter and protect me
through sun in summer ,my box stealth and my best buddy.
What keeps me
alive at end of the day is a satisfaction, that class went well and I didn’t make
any one cry, as I still remember my Pandora box from my graduation days. All in
all, my day ends with a current Korean drama I am watching-Summer Scent with Seung
Hun and Ye Jin.Oppa!Neomu gwi yeoweo >^_^<
This was as good as his prior drama-Autumn In My Heart.Review updates in my next post
